Today marks my very first post for the Path of the Silent Butterfly. I am the Silent Butterfly. Why? Because that is how I see myself -- as if I don't really matter. I feel as though I just float through life, landing here, landing there, touching this life, touching that life, helping here, helping there, but not mattering to anyone or anything. I would do anything for anyone that asks, give the world the shirt off of my back, yet I couldn't get the same in return.
I am alone in my journey through life and I'm to the point where I'd much rather just give up. I struggle every single day, facing addiction, mental illness, self-hate but most of all, I face the world completely alone.
I have demons that I face, and I do it alone. I plan to use this blog as my way to scream to the world -- you don't have to listen if you don't want to. I'm don't really care one way or another. I am going to scream whether someone listens or not.
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